May 2013
94 posts
In the ER, waiting.
May 24th
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I have a new toy to play with.
May 23rd
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I just want to die. Thanks for being a fuck-up and...
May 23rd
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May 23rd
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Lucky for me, my boyfriend has finally agreed to...
May 23rd
May 22nd
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May 22nd
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May 22nd
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May 22nd
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May 22nd
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Let me die.
Let me die. Bleed the pain away. Let me die. Shed the fears in tears. Let me die. My heart is racing too fast to control now. Let me die. Let me suffer.
May 22nd
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May 22nd
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I hope that he can come up here to take me. I'm...
May 22nd
May 22nd
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May 21st
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My boyfriend refuses to take me to a hospital. I...
May 21st
May 21st
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May 21st
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May 21st
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May 21st
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May 21st
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May 21st
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May 21st
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May 21st
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May 21st
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I want to die.
May, 2013 I don’t feel a need to live anymore. Sunday I had a mental breakdown and I was beyond suicidal ready to die. I cried for two hours until I managed to calm down. I’ve cut every day since then. I don’t even care where I cut anymore, but before I’d never go across the vein, now I cut wherever there’s skin, wherever I can feel the pain. I stopped trying in...
May 21st
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I'm seriously thinking of going to a hospital. The...
I dont know. I need someone to help me decide. Should I go? Can somebody like this if they think I should? I’m really scared.
May 21st
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I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I...
May 21st
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payto: lyndsimac: pierceduh-veil: samfuckingb3ttl3y: Tumblr was on the news this morning. They said that Tumblr is a bad place because it ‘promotes self harm’ they said because of the whole thigh gap thing going on. They said that Tumblr only has skinny, almost anorexic girls. Please, we’re all obsessed with bands, food, porn, and gay fictional couples. everyone fucking reblog this ...
May 20th
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May 20th
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May 20th
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May 20th
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May 20th
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May 20th
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May 20th
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May 20th
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Death is what I seek. Death is what I shall get.
May 20th
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My patience is growing thinner and thinner by the...
As they days go by, I lose something. A feeling, an emotion, a simple memory. It’s always something, and then I stand before the world, numbed by all that’s gone wrong. I find myself in my room a lot more, just staring at the ceiling and thinking about suicide, all the consequences and all the ways to do it. I try to block myself from everyone else as I’m fading. I try to keep...
May 20th
May 20th
327 notes
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Just finished throwing up
May 19th
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I'm seriously considering to check myself into a...
Would it be best to check myself into one if I’m this suicidal?
May 19th
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May 19th
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May 19th
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May 19th
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May 19th
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Why am I still here?
I just want to die. I’ve tried so hard to see the light but it only ends in darkness. I want to cut until I bleed and can’t feel anymore. I want to close my eyes and leave this world. The only things around me are my boyfriend and a three year old.But even then, I’m not afraid to take my own life. To be somewhere instead of this hell. I’m scared. I want to die. I want to...
May 19th
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May 19th
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“We’re a broken family, aren’t we?”
– Lilo & Stitch
May 19th
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I keep waking up.
No matter how many times I shut my eyes and try to dream, I can’t. I’m trying to forget about all this depression, the suicidal thoughts. Yesterday I almost broke down during my last class and I cried for an hour before I managed to calm down. But even then I was still shaking. I was still doing inside, wanting to die in the outside as well.
May 18th
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May 18th
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